THE ENNUI:
I don’t know what’s up with me this week… I seem to have fallen into a funk of some kind… can’t quite explain it… and there doesn’t seem to be any reason for it… and I don’t seem to be able to talk about it to anyone (eg. parents, etc) either… maybe I just need to have some cocoon time again? Or maybe another vacation? Well, whatever it is will eventually pass, just like it has on all those other times I’ve fallen into a funk of some kind!
I’m noticing a trend here…
— 11th September, 2002. 12:37 pm. Current mood: gloomy.
— 13th September, 2002. 1:13 pm. Current mood: devious.
— 13th September, 2002. 1:42 pm. Current mood: bitchy.
— 17th September, 2002. 10:00 pm. Current mood: irritated.
— 17th September, 2002. 10:20 pm. Current mood: gloomy.
— 17th September, 2002. 10:32 pm. Current mood: depressed.
— 18th September, 2002. 2:05 pm. Current mood: gloomy.
— 18th September, 2002. 11:35 pm. Current mood: melancholy.
Here’s Why I Love Her So Much:
She knows just what to say to cheer me up!(I hope she doesn’t get upset at me for posting this…)
She wrote:
Sorry to hear of your “funk”…..it could be weather related, lunar related, hormone fluctuations, diet, sleep patterns, etc., etc. Take your pick eh?! I’d go for a lunar influence. I was checking out the moon last night on my last walk with the dog, and it looks like it’s going to be full either tomorrow night, or Saturday. I’m sure you’ll feel better by Sunday anyways.
Maybe try and get to sleep earlier for the next couple of days, and see if that makes any difference. I know when I’m feeling down, it’s usually hormones (period) or lunar. It’s usually both at the same time, because I get my period with almost every full moon…..eeek! It’s not a good combo…..plus this week, to top off my “funk” I’ve got pink eye I think!! One eye is really red and swollen around the corner closest to your nose. I can still wear my contacts, but it hurts to blink, and looks very attractive!!
I’ve been in a shitty mood this week too, nothing different there! But I know mine is because of; period, pink-eye, getting up at 5:30 a.m. every day to walk the dog, not going to bed early enough and only getting 6 hours sleep maximum every night, eating junk food every day, no exercise this week, as the classes break for one week in the fall, sitting in shitty traffic everyday, PLUS, last night I got home after battling through horrific traffic (accident on 427 north), and I promptly locked my keys in the car!! I had to sit on the front step for an hour waiting for Husband to get home!!! Yippee, are we having fun yet?!
Tonight I get to clean and get ready for the arrival of Father & The Evil Stepmother….it just doesn’t get much better than this eh?! Don’t you feel better now?!
Take care & hang in there…
L.
